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yesh!

2006-04-21T23:46:00.000-07:00

http://15gigabytes.blogspot.com

haha! ;p miss yah all. mabuhay.

paalam quinsze. mahal kitah. haha. shyet. what the hell am i saying?! haay. ewan. im lost mgah tol :(

DAMN YOU for makin me love you :(

the night is young

2005-10-02T20:10:00.000-07:00

Hahaha! Damn! I miss you all! Sorry if di akoh nakakapag-update.. Sira comp koh sa house.. Haha! Geh, bastah.. Promise, I'll be back reali SOON..

Miss yah all! Mwahz!

hey hey..

2005-08-10T21:45:00.000-07:00

Lapit nah kong bumalik..Hehehe:p I'll try to make a new layout next week..

Hey! I have a new ym id, btw..It's "heracls1518" Haha;p Geh, add me! Lol..

its sad but true..

2005-07-06T00:13:00.000-07:00

Anoh bang nakakabaliw sa GUNBOUND?! Ampuu..Ang ingay ng classm8s koh..NAgsisigawan..Haha:)) Parang tangah! Lalo nah c REGIE!

Niweiz, congrats koh lang c Glenn..Galing galing! New president ng SCO..Woohooo!! Keia lab nah lab kitah eh..Mwah!

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People..I'll miss u all..Id be gone for months (or maybe a month lang..) Be back in September..Di koh ma-handle xe ehh..I have to uhmm..Get over with my ka-adikan sa net..Coz di nah magandah..Haha..Seryoso koh =p Pramiss..Babalik akoh..Mamimiss koh keio..

Paalam..

Mwah :)

fucked up

2005-06-19T20:03:00.000-07:00

What happened to blogger? May prob bah talagah don? Naiinis poh koh..Argh! Amputah..

Niweiz, we're here at Caranzky..Im with 2ungas (Jaja n Shari) and Paulo..Walah kasi atang research..Ahehe..Not sure..

Uyy! I wont take BS Psycho nah..Broad Comm nalang..HAHAHA..

And because of this blog, i joined journalism class..HAHA..Before kasi sa computer akoh..Dunno y koh biglang naisip mag-journ..Bastah..Gustoh kong mag-journ..Haha:))

Sobwang nami-miss koh nah keiong lahat..Hehehe..Sanah mag-summer na uli..

independence day

2005-06-10T22:28:00.000-07:00

And Im celebrating it now..Haha:))

Im here at Los Banos..In an internet cafe..Umuwi na sila Shari eh..Meaning, nag-iisa ako..Haha..Tapang! Naknang..Kakatuwa talaga..Hehehe:))

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Kapagod pumasok..Hayy..Kung alam koh lang..At kung pwede koh lang ikwento dito..Bastah..Kaya koh toh..Last year na in high school..Woohooo!

NEWS! I have courses na! ECE as my 1st choice and BS/BA Psycho (2nd choice)..Im excited sa UPCAT..Pero syempre, nakaka-kaba din..

Gtg nah..Its 2pm nah and 1 hour pah byahe pauwi...Hehehe..

I'll share kwentos nalang pag may time.. :)

its over

2005-05-31T21:28:00.000-07:00

Hayy..Tapos na vacation..Langyah!..Nag-vacation nga ba kami? Haha:)) Im tired..Yoko pa pumasok..Damn..I hate JUNE..tss..

Nag-enroll ako kanina..Im here in an internet cafe..And the computers are all SABOG! F*ck! Nakakainis! Haha..Im with Clarice, Riel, Reggie and Howell..

Mimi's sick..Also my mom..And so as my brother..Homay..

Sigeh..Sigeh..Alis na koh..

Wait! I fixed my friend's blog..It looks stupid! Haha:))
http://wasted-irahs.blogspot.com/

there's a rainbow always after the rain

2005-05-24T22:51:00.000-07:00

I’ am a lost soul. I don't know where to go. I don't know how I will react with the things that have been happening in my world. I want to show them what I really feel for I’ am misunderstood by everybody. No one knows how hard it is to be in my situation.

People usually see me as a jolly, playful little kid. I’ am sometimes called a loner or a snob. In case you didn't know, Vilee is my name. I always thought that it was derived from the word "vile" meaning evil. And I do hate those people who used to abridge my name to vile. But I must admit, I’ am sometimes a devilish creature. An evil stranger lurking in a human's body.

I know that I’ am strong enough to face these problems that I have been encountering. I’ am pretty sure that I can surpass all these challenges given by Him. He wants me to experience life's bitterness for it will make me wiser and braver.

I have tried so hard to see life on its positive side yet I couldn't. My mind wants to continue this travel but my heart has given up. Maybe my interior disposition has tasted the bitter pill. It faced the reality that not every journey meets success. And sometimes you have to stop when it feels like getting blood from stone. I have been running so far yet the finish line couldn't be seen. I traveled alone on this deserted road wishing that I will reach the extreme part of it. Rain has fallen and I have no one to turn to. I have spilled the reservoir of hope. Leaving no courage inside me.

I want to cry, I want to shout. I can't help it. I hate this damn world. For being so ruthless. For causing me this painful feeling. For making me feel that I’ am a stupid coward.

I have decided to surrender. I guess it's the best thing to do. As I put down my sword, I saw a light coming from the fountain of hope. And I took the last drop from it.

It is not too late. I can still continue this battle. I finally came into my own. My heart has lightened up. I have found the courage that once left me. I’ am determined. I’ am willing to run further for I can see the finish line now. I’ am not bothered of traveling alone on the deserted road for I know there is a light that guides me. And I’ am sure that after the rain, a rainbow will emerge. And at the end of it, a path of gold will be seen.

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Gulo noh? Syempre..Magulo isip nung nagsulat eh..Hehe:) I was (uhm..) lonely kasi that time..So I just decided to write what I feel since I don't want them (my fam) to know what's going on with me..I'am full of secrets. :p Feeling koh talagah I was a lost soul..Hehehe..Senti mode? Lol..**corny koh talagah**

Ok..Enough..

I watched "All About Eve.." Hehe:) I love that..It's all because of Kenneth..Why don't you try to watch it? It's good..I love Kenneth..Kasi he looks like Charlie Sheen..Eh Charlie has been my crush since I was 2nd year..And now, I found a younger version..Hehe:p

Niweiz, Im currently listening to Moonstar 88's Torete..Fave koh yun..*Torete..Torete..Torete SAYO** Hahaha!

Hey wait! Have you seen Violy? The girl in the Maxi Peel commercial? Yung kasama nila Jennylyn Mercado..She reminds me of Karola..Hehe:p May ressemblance naman ah? Dibah? Hehehe:P

*Torete ako..Torete..Torete..Torete SAYO..Ohh..* Hahaha:D

*Sandali nalang..Maaari bang pagbigyan?*

Too bad..Di nyo maririnig ang voice ko..I sing well according to my mom..HAHAHA:))

I have to fix Shari's blog..I promised her eh..Pero di ko pah nalalagay sa blogger nya yung codes..Hehe..Tinatamad ako.. :P

Oh well..Have to go now..Adios!

misadventures

2005-05-24T02:02:00.000-07:00

It all happened yesterday...

Went to Los Baños with Madel and Micho..Shari was supposed to join us but she texted me na di na daw sya makakasama coz ayaw sya paalisin ng dad nya..(Fine..Lague naman eh..Haha) Kapagod pero it was fun..Usapan namin is 12:30 magkikita sa Jollibee, Los Baños..Pero umalis ako ng house at 12 noon..Then it took me an hour pa to get there..Hehe..As usual, late ako..While I was in the jeepney, I saw this cutie. :) He was seating beside me..Then I heard na sa College din sila bababa..Di ko maabot yung bayad ko sa jeep coz nahihiya ako..Hahaha.:p BUT, after 15 mins of feeling his arms, a lady rode the jeepney and **POOF** she sat between us..DAMN! My dreams suddenly collapsed. Hahaha..Pero cute talaga yung guy eh..He reminds me of someone. :)

Well..Niweiz, I reached LB at around 1..I went inside Jollibee coz I thought Madel and Micho were there..But I didn't see any of them so I just decided to wait outside..While wondering where my groupmates were, nagpa-auto load muna ko coz I needed to call Micho na..Funny thing, I suddenly forgot my number! Hahaha..Tanga koh..I was confused kung "393 ba or 373." (Effect of the sun's heat) Whehehe:D I told the guy "Ay..Wait lang..Hehe.." Napatawa si manong. (Manong?!) Pero after 5 seconds naalala ko na rin..<> Then, I crossed the street and stayed beside the fishball-an, kikiam-an and palamig-an..(Haha:D) I was texting Jaja and askin her to send me Micho's number coz naiwan dun sa other phone yung number nya..Suprisingly, a soft-spoken girl called me..It was Madel! Yipee! I found her! I asked her agad kung nasan si Micho, but di din daw nya alam..Jaja didn't reply so I called Shari nalang..Then yun, sinend nya sakin yung number..I tried calling Micho but no one's answering the phone..Basta try lang ako ng try..And I also texted him this msg "Asan ka ba? D2 kami sa tapat ng jollibee..Di ko dala yung sun ko.." I called him again, he answered it na pero di naman kami magkaintindihan kaya I dropped the line na..Minutes passed, I dialed his number again and again and again..AND..Nakausap ko sya.. (Here..Read this..)

Me: Hoy!

Micho: Eh asan ba kayo?

Me: Dito nga sa may jollibee..Sa tapat..

Micho: Sandali, san bang jollibee?

Me: Sa Los Baños!Micho: Anoh?! Eh akala ko dito sa Sta Cruz..Di ko kasi masyadong nabasa yung text mo eh nakita koh lang jollibee..

Me: Sigeh..Bilisan mo na..Punta kah nah dito..Intayin ka nalang namin..

**Whoa! Its a matter of miscommunication.**

We went muna in an internet cafe para naman di masayang time namin kakatunganga sa tapat ng jollibee..BUT, di pa ko nakakapag-start mag-internet, **BOINK** nagtopak ang DSL ng internet cafe..I was a big "MALAS," I admit..After 30 minutes (I think..) punta uli kami sa internet cafe (iba nah toh..) When Madel pushed the door, I saw this man standing infront of the computers..I told him "Uhm..Mag-iinternet po.." Pucha! Di ako pinansin..Buti nalang si ate kinausap ako..Hehe She asked me kung mag-iinternet nga daw ako..(I was embarrassed when I saw the man na nagbayad dun sa cashier..Gawd..He's a customer din palah. :D)

Plan ko talaga is magb-blog ako..Pero nakakainis yung guys na kalapit ko..Puro "putangina" sinasabi nila..And hindi ako makapag-type ng maayos coz I felt na he was looking at my computer..15 minutes lang akoh nag-internet coz I really felt uncomfortable..Paglabas namin ng internet cafe, I saw him! Si Micho! Hayy jusko! Sa wakas! Nakarating din! Yahooo!!

We took the jeepney paakyat ng UP..Madel and I were asking ourselves kung san kami pupunta coz we really dont have an idea sinong kakausapin namin..And hindi din namin alam how kami makakapunta ng forestry..The manong driver asked us kung san daw kami then Madel answered "Sa Forestry poh.." He answered "Ayy naku. Di ako aakyat dun eh." Soo anoh pah bang magagawa namin? Ehd bumaba ng jeep at magtanong kung pano kami makakapunta don..Buti nalang paakyat yung jeep na nakaparada malapit samin..

When we got there, di pa namin alam kung sinong kakausapin..Uhm..Siguro 10 minutes kaming nakatambay dun sa harap ng building..Then I approached the guard and used my charm..(Fuck..Do I have one?!) Haha:D Pero it was useless..He told us na yung isang guard daw yung tanungin namin..And again, I talked to the other guard..Pinapunta nya kami kay Sir Cesar Austria..We met him and he told us na hindi daw sa kanya yon so he recommended (Uhmm..Sorry..I forgot the name of the ladies we've talked to..) Bastah..Sa second floor yon..I asked Madel to accompany me to the CR before kami magpunta sa Room201..Freaky! Sobrang nakakatakot inside the CR kahit na sobrang liwanag pa..I begged Madel not to leave me inside that CR..I didn't lock the door na ngah eh..I avoided to look at the ceiling kasi may butas eh..Tangnah! Natakot talaga koh..

Okay..Our adventure continues..We met the them..i forgot na nga their names..They were all so nice..Yung boss nila talked to us..She explained na hindi na daw pede makagawa ng RAYON coz their machine was malfunctioning..It'll take us 2 years daw bago matapos yun..AND P150,000 will be needed just to fulfill that proposal! Pucha! Imagine?! They adviced us to change nalang the proposal..Kaya we'll going to make a new one..Hayy juskoh! Panibagong parusa nah naman! At malamang di na talaga koh makakapag-blog nyan..**Im thinking of closing this blog nalang..**

Paglabas namin ng building, wala pa ding jeep na dumadaan..As in clear talaga yung street..Yun nga yung first thing na pino-problema namin when we got there..Sabi ni Madel maglakad-lakad nalang daw muna kami..Ilang minutes din kaming naglakad before may dumating na jeep..At ayun..Nakalabas kami ng UP..

I was really tired nung nakauwi na ko..At sobrang gutum na gutom pa koh..Kasi I ate breakfast at 8:30 AM then nag-lunch ako at 10:30..Kasi papasama dapat ako kila Madel sa Mcdo but feeling ko wala silang plan na kumain kaya di nalang..Kakahiya naman noh..Papasama pa koh sa kanila just to satisfy the needs of the worms inside my tummy..Sobrang gutom talaga ko pag-uwi ko..I was planning na yayain si daddy sa Mcdo but wala pa sya when I got home..My brother told me na may lumpia daw dun sa mesa..He bought turon from Aling Dalisay and he got 2 lumpias for me..hehe:p (Si Aling Dalisay yung nagtitinda ng turon, banana q, lumpia, camote q at kung ano2 pa..She is Aling Laura's maid..Si Aling Laura is the barangay captain here..I dunno if up to now sya pah rin..) Oh well..We bought a litre of coke..And I ate my favorite merienda, KANIN :D Pinuno ko ng rice yung malaking plate namin..Hehehe Yumm..Yumm..I love lumpia.. **This explains why I have a figure like this.**

And now, Iam craving for a Mc Float..And fries..And cheese burger..And a pizza..And an isaw..Yummy..HAHAHA :D

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2005-05-15T07:45:00.000-07:00

I can't blog..Im soo busy..Almost 2 weeks na koh di nag-iinternet..Gawd..Imagine that! Pero Im happy..Kasi I can control it na..Yipee! Dati kasi di ako makatiis pag di ako nakapag-internet..And pag ayaw pa pumayag ni mommy, nagwawala pa koh..Haha..I have to practice na minsan nalang nagne-net coz syempre, lapit na start ng classes..Hirap na..Baka ma-addict lalo ko sa net..LoL..

I have to deal pa with our research proposal..My groupmates (Madel and Micho) and I were going to UP pa..We'll ask some help from professors in UP..Then we have to go to Bicutan pa..Hayy buhay.. :(

Niweiz, I need help..I can't decide which course to take..June 29 na deadline ng submittion ng form sa UP..I need your help!
I thought of taking up Nursing..Then naisip ko din Psychology..Kaya lang parang matutubig utak ko don (HAHAHA..) Ahh..Fine Arts nalang..Kasi daw walang UPCAT ang Fine Arts..Haha! Suggest naman kayo ng course..Puhleezz!

I wanna go to UP! Sana lang makapasa ko..Ngayon ko lang na-realize na UP pala talaga ang "dream school" ko..Haha..Kasi before wala naman akong interest on going to UP..Pero now, halos every night yun yung iniisip ko..

Message me ha..Help me to decide.

**Sorry ha..Nonsense tong post ko..Haha..**

Gtg na..I'll do something pa eh.. :)

COWARD FUCKING BITCH

2005-05-04T06:28:00.000-07:00

Pixie gal.
Haha. Such a looser. Nakakatawa ka. Para kang nag-uusap mag-isa. Iniba mo nga yung name mo but dear, remember the IP address. Sana man lang nag-rent ka nalang sa iba-iba internet cafes. Hahaha. Pathetic.
Putcha. Promise, nakakatawa sya. Nag-tag sya using different names pero according to Camille, pare-parehong IP address lang yung lumabas. HAHAHA. Gaguu.
Hay. Sana kasi nag-leave ka ng email add where we can contact you. Or yung url ng blog mo. COWARD FUCKING BITCH. Haha! Nagalit ka daw nung tinawag ka ni Camille ng ganun. Why naman? I think it fits you. Hahaha:) Oh well. Too much publicity for you. :) Hope you're happy now.

Karma, baby. Karma.

2005-04-29T08:19:00.000-07:00

I love reading other people's blog. In fact, Im a daily reader of Camille's, Ishie's, Mimi's, Nica's and Saab's blog. Its really sad to hear that Saab has decided to quit blogging. Nimweiz, Im just bothered by some people. Whenever I visit "some" blogsites fuckin messages and stupid questions posted by dumb visitors irritate my eyes. Yah see, I just can't understand why they're doing it. Is it because "they" wanna be like "them"? You guys envy them because they're eminent and you're not. Remember, envious people will go to hell. HAHA. But its true, men. At first, simple things lang kaya mong gawin but let's see after eons passed. (HAHAHA. :D)

People, we have the rights to give out comments but please do understand na wag naman po sobra. In a sense na halos nakikialam ka na sa life ng iba. Oo nga. You're happy with what you're doing. But think men. What if sayo gawin yon? Matutuwa ka ba? There's a big difference between comments and "pakikialam". Ok. Another thing. Sa mga qb ng ibang bloggers, madaming nang-aaway. Their reason is "yung blogger daw kasi yung nauna". Hello?! Pano ka hindi aawayin?! They made the blog for you to ask questions. Questions 'tol. Tandaan mo naman, your questions must be responsible enough. Magpo-post na nga yung blogger ng "no bastos questions" or "dumb questions get dumb answers" eh anong ginagawa nyo? Hala. Sige. Walang patawad. I-e-enter pa din kahit puno ng kabastusan yung question mo. Eh syempre, anong magiging reaction ng blogger? Malamang magagalit. Eh tanga ka kasi. Faggot! Eto lang yan. Respect others, so others may respect you. Bring your manners with you.
Never leave it in the bathroom, idiot!

May napansin pa ko. Kapag yung visitor ang magco-correct sa blogger, ok lang. But when the blogger has corrected the visitor's grammar, negative reactions agad. Tingnan mo maya-maya, lots of criticisms will appear saying "ang yabang moh.." or "I don't like your attitude". (Ok..I know..Mali-mali grammar ko. Oh well. Correct me..It's ok..I'll accept it with a big SMILE on my face. :) )

Actually, natatawa ko pag na-e-encounter ko yung messages like that. Yung visitor, nayayabangan dun sa blogger. A very common situation. Oo. Super funny. Kasi naman I have this thing playing in my mind. "IF YOU DON'T LIKE MY ATTITUDE, QUIT TALKING TO ME." Haha. Totoo naman diba? Oh well. Si visitor, ayaw kay blogger, then what the hell are you doing in his/her site?! Hey visitor. No one asks you to visit the blog. Unless you're being possessed by a spirit who loves viewing some pages. HAHAHA. And oh. We are all designed to be IMPERFECT. There's no such thing as 100%. (Except for me..HAHA!:p )

But hey! To all those dork, why don't you try na magpakilala? In every stupid message that you're going to post, include some infos bout you such as your name, your site or your YM id. Diba?

Oh puhleez. Im not being judgmental. Pero yan kasi yung pinapakita nyong ugali. Diba nga, first impression lasts?

Sige lang..Magpakasaya ka sa ginagawa mo. BUT keep in your mind the word KARMA baby. :) What goes around, comes around. What goes up must come down. HAHA.

"Well. This is not a gibberish talk, people. (I believe..) You have to understand, give and take lang yan. Kung anong itinanim, syang aanihin. Wag mong gawin sa iba ang ayaw mong gawin sayo. BOW.

Negative reactions? Feel free to email me. Good day. :)

pb + bc = pb

2005-04-26T08:27:00.000-07:00

Hahaha..Gets? Gantoh..
"PC Bodega + Broadway Centrum = Paolo Ballesteros"

Before kc PC Bodega was located near Broadway Centrum..Ehh dun kasi kami madalas nagpapa-ayos ng PC..Soo while waiting for our computer to be fixed, tambay-tambay munah sa Broadway Centrum since dun naman kami nagpa-park..Haha..Ehh pag around 3 atah lumalabas nah yung hosts ng Eat Bulaga (host si Paolo ng EB)..Kaya ayun..I have the chance to see him kahit sandali lang..YUCK..Parah kong avid fan nitoh..Haha..Hinde..Kc he has been my crush since I was 1st year (inc 4th yr nah poh koh:p )..I can still remember the first time I saw him..I was shocked kc biglah syang lumabas dun sa may gate (or whatever it is..bakal kc yun ehh..soo yeah..gate ngah atah yun) Sya yung last nah umuwi..Parang nakasimangot pah sya nung time nah yun..Nagtetext while walking..Then he went straight inside his rav4..As in walah pah atang 5mins koh syang nakitah..Oh well..That was 2 to 3 years ago..Pero it wasn't the last time I saw him..Uhm..Maybe, 5 times koh syang nakitah..Summer vacation din nun ehh..Hehe:)

Hayy..I wanna see him uli..Kainis ngah coz sa greenhills nah daw PC Bodega ngayon ehh..Soo di nah koh uli makakapuntah sa Broadway..Meaning di koh nah uli makikitah si Paolo. :( Impossible nmn kasi kaming magkitah sa ibang place noh..Haha!

Ok..Ok..Enough..

*hinga*
*hinga*
*hinga*

Uhm..Bakit ganun? 3am nah koh lagi nakakatulog..Mag-stop akong mag-computer at 2 then paikot-ikot lang akoh sa bed..As in di koh talagah maramdaman nah inaantok akoh..Hayy buhay..

Niweiz, look..I made this one..Last January koh pah toh ginawah.."3ungas" Hehe:p They are my best buds.. :)

I'll post pix next time..Gtg nah..

L-R: akoh, shari, jaja

supah prends

2005-04-25T10:03:00.000-07:00

I love Jaja! I texted her yesterday..

me: Asa bahay kah?
jaja: Yep..Online akoh..Y? Tatawag kah? Hehe
me: Naglayas akoh samin..Pede koh sa inyo? Kahit 1 night lang..
jaja: Ok kah lang? Bkt? *Nung nabasa koh yan feeling koh tatanggihan akoh..*
me: Nakakainis kasi sa bahay..Di nmn akoh makapuntah kilah Leida coz madali akong mahahanap..
jaja: Ok lang d2 samin..Masaya nga yun d2 kah matutulog..Kaya lang panoh koh ieexplain sa parents koh? Isip tayo ng magandang dahilan..Asan kah ngayon?

Aww..How touchin..Akalah koh talagah sasabihin nya di pede sa kanila coz magagalit rents nya..~Pero honestly, nung nabasa koh yan, tawa koh ng tawa..HAHA!

Then I replied:"Wow! Totoong kaibigan! HAHA! Joke lang! Kalah koh tatanggihan moh koh ehh..Hehhe! Mwah!"

After namin mag-dinner, I checked my phone..May message uli..

jaja: Oi! Cra ulo kah! Lammoh bah, muntik koh ng sabihin sa mama koh nah dito kah matutulog, buti inamin moh agad! Tatanggihan bah nmn kitah eh ka-3ungas kitah..Hehe..

HAHAHA! Kaya ngah inamin koh nah ehh..Kc feeling koh sasabihin nyah nah sa parents nya..Nyak! Panu kung nasabi nya ngah? Hehehe..

I LOVE HER! For the 2nd time Ja, you proved nah you're a one two friend..Hahha! One true prend..Aylabiu! Mwah!

Hayy..I miss Xtah nah! Langyah..Di koh man lang syah nakitah nung April 22..Kasi nmn tinamad akong gumising keia ayun, di koh sya nakitah..Alah nah daw braces nya..Hehe:p

Panoh nah yan? Alah nah bestfriend koh ditoo..HUHU:( I need a new bestfriend..Anyone? Hahha! Gaguu..

Bastah..I miss her nah..Gawd..Sa 2008 pah sya uuwi here..Sa debut daw nyah..Well..Sanah lang kilalah nyah pah kami pagdating ng time nah yun..Heheheh..